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Absence.

Wed Dec 9, 2009, 12:05 AM
Haven't been on dA much recently. At least not as much as usual. Haven't been drawing as much, either. Been distracted by other things I guess. And succumbing to some primal need to hibernate. :/ lol.

I keep contemplating the idea of doing commission artwork since I'm not working, otherwise, and couldn't imagine trying to suffer through that at this point.

But I have no idea how to go about it. x_x And there are no guides covering every possible aspect of it.. like I'd like to find. It would be pretty nice to be able to earn some money with the one thing I can do, though.

On another topic, Juana (JC lady.. not going into any more detail, don't ask, lol) said not to make any plans for January. So the possibility of us taking a break in Florida are dashed. And so I'll probably have to continue into schooling. *quietly rips some hair out* @_@ lol. Dunno how I'm going to handle taking any classes without Doris, as well as not having T to come home to. On top of trudging through the miserably cold end of the year.

I need counselling, but even that feels like an obstacle.

aaaaaaaaaaaa

nobody should feel obligated to comment on this.. unless you have extensive recommendations for commission how-to, lol. gimme your infoooooooooooooooooo. :p

  • Mood: Distracted
  • Listening to: An extensive playlist of miscellany.

Let's take advantage of CSS while it lasts.

Journal Entry: Fri Nov 13, 2009, 11:28 AM
If I always had a fancy-looking journal, I'd probably be enticed to write here more. Not that it's really necessary or interesting. But it's fun to play with and see.

Uuhhmm. Dunno if it's merely the shift into the cold, shitty seasons, but I don't feel good lately.

I've recently come to the blindly-delayed realization that my place of residence itself is probably the fertile soil in which a lot of my stress buds and grows from.

It makes me desire so hard to go to Florida again. Somewhere where I don't have to live in a smokebox every day. Somewhere that my daily fear level is not quite so high. Somewhere where relaxation is actually closer to within my reach, even if it is still far away.

My heart feels so weak.. like it's going to collapse under the weight of all the stress. I'm begging whatever forces of the universe that might be out there to cause class to be cancelled tonight. I'm pretty desperate for it.

  • Mood: Pain
  • Listening to: An extensive playlist of miscellany.

Testing, testing..

Journal Entry: Thu Nov 12, 2009, 2:54 AM
1, 2, 3..

Trying out this free CSS thing.
Browsed around through available CSS and found this one and thought it was pretty awesome. T recently completed Arkham Asylum on the 360, and the Joker and Harley Quinn are probably my favorite Batman characters. w00t.

This layout is nice and simple, yay. No worrying about extra features, and something darker than the plain default layout. Limited-time snazziness.

Blahblah
blahblah
blah

I am very, very achey right now. Probably from sitting in this chair for like 5 hours straight (sssh) and being tired and cold. The heater is on, but closed 'cause it makes T overheat too easily. I might go grill my feet on the grating, though. That always feels nice. :p

PS: [:puke::sick::cough:   @   :smoking:]

  • Mood: Pain
  • Listening to: 5am noises
  • Reading: this screen
  • Watching: .. this screen
  • Playing: write-the-journal
  • Eating: stomach acid
  • Drinking: my own saliva?

mrao

Sun Nov 1, 2009, 8:27 AM
Had a nice, lazy halloween. Provided candy for trick-or-treaters.
Some kids seemed more interested in our giant glow-stick than the candy. One bold preteen even asked if he could have it.. a few times. :p

Also, children are very modest this year. O_O Most kids only picked one or two pieces of candy, even when we were welcoming them to grab a handful. One cute little toddler started reaching for the candy bowl and decided to grasp the glowstick instead. :p d'aww, rofl.

  • Mood: Tired

hello, kumihimo

Wed Oct 21, 2009, 10:33 PM
I have rediscovered the concept of japanese kumihimo braiding, and would like to actually attempt it now. Not that I have any of the necessary supplies.. but maybe sometime I can throw together some makeshift equipment (one of those little marudai circle thingies), practice with whatever string/yarn/etc. that I can find around the house, and see what comes of it.. one of these days. :p

It definitely looks engaging.


In less-than-desirable news, I have somehow dodged the menstrual-cramp bullet for the second month in a row. When usually it feels like getting hit by a truck. Not that I'm complaining about the relief, but I wanna know why it's different all of a sudden. ~3~;; rofl.

  • Mood: Eye Candy

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